Shoulda cut my losses

If he knew he wasn't in it for the long run then he should have let me cut my losses and move on. He knew I was getting emotionally involved. It was selfish of him to keep me going. Or did I see the signs and not heed the warnings?

It will get better. One of these days I will be able to not think of him constantly. I will not be so depressed. I won't feel like crying over it all the time. I just wish it would hurry up and get better.

I knew it would hurt

I can't be too mad at him. I knew what I was getting into. I knew I was starting to get too attached and I would just get hurt. Yet I couldn't help myself.

I can't make you talk to me, can't make you share things with me. I can't make you fall in love with me. Yet you became such a part of my life, of my family's life that I couldn't help but become attached to you and fall in love with you. Head over heels in love.