I knew it would hurt

I can't be too mad at him. I knew what I was getting into. I knew I was starting to get too attached and I would just get hurt. Yet I couldn't help myself.

I can't make you talk to me, can't make you share things with me. I can't make you fall in love with me. Yet you became such a part of my life, of my family's life that I couldn't help but become attached to you and fall in love with you. Head over heels in love.